What a ride, 2023!

2022 may not be the best year where I cried most months and have almost surrendered in life but in return, 2023 (kind of) redeemed it.

For KT: I'm scared to forget

I am becoming forgetful these days well, it started last year. I do not know if it's the stress kicked in or it's just my depressed mind trying to forget? I do not have answer for these. My grandmother told me it's probably about the stress and thinking a lot of things. My mum is too, but she denies it. When she forgets, everything is over. She will never listen. 

Life Update Vol. 3

 

Photo by Annie Spratt on Unsplash

Hello! Are you still reading blogs from Blogspot? 

In Dire Need Of: Bicycle

Yup, I am in dire need of bicycle, not just want. Okay fine, both. 

When I raised the topic of buying a bicycle, my Mum frowned. I get it: she does not approve of my bicycle dreams. But it's my own money! She gave me a deeper frown which meant I said what I said. I looked at my Dad for refuge but he just laughed at me said not now. 

I Got Sunflower(s)To Grow!

Taken from our backyard. Yay! 🌻

Good news: I got sunflower to grow. 

Bad news: I'm clueless on how to grow this. I need a tutorial. 

Beyond thankful when I received this beautiful pot coming from Sr. Flor who was so kind to give me this. She has a sunflower garden at their convent. The flowers are so beautiful I asked one when I and my folks come back. 

Some Life Update

*Photo from Unsplash

The pandemic is still going on and I'm not sure how to pull this up. School took out the 'no outright failure policy' meaning if I fail one more subject this semester then I'm out of USC Law. That thought alone scare the hell out of me and the more I think about it, the more I feel bad at myself for being not so good, for being below average all the time. This semester, I'm enrolled to a block section I don't have support system with and that's batshit crazy though my buddies and I have the same professors it does not work. The enrollment procedure is so messed up I hated everyone in that department. Honestly, I don't like this block. The universe has been testing my patience and perhaps challenging me; to add up, I no longer have the motivation to work at night. I hate it and I wish it's easy to find a job that's understanding and easy for my class schedule. I kept searching job sites and I get nothing. I thought it's worse when I was working at my previous company, but this one's even worst. UPDATE: my block got changed and I'm extremely grateful to our new dean for understanding my situation and FINALLY realizing my schedule which is conflict with Credit Transactions and Criminal Law 2.